God is all powerful and can do anything He wishes or pleases. Given.
God lives in and out of time. a billion years to us can be a matter of seconds to him. Given.
God created all things (nature), and has given humans free will. Given.
God's purpose for man is so that we may choose to love him and worship him. Given.
God loves his creation. People just manipulate nature according to their own will to make synthetic materials.

one crazy thought...
what if God created nature (besides humans) and programmed it to run its course. Because face it, nature is like a never ending machine.. for example, animals live to reproduce and just follow out their genetics and act on drives and impulses. what im trying to say is what if Nature is a program that can be used infinitely times over?

lets say God allows things to happen and creates the world and the universe. He creates nature and man. Nature being that program and man having free will. He just wants man to fulfill that purpose of loving Him. So.. He waits and sees what humans do. He examines us for hundreds and thousands of years (in human time). In our lifetime right now.. obviously we have failed Him many many times..

k, now lets say before us or even at the same time, there was/is another group of beings He "examines". Same nature, same earth, same universe, just different people. ( might not even be "human" ). kinda like a parallel univserse. what if his experiments of people before us fulfilling the purpose of loving him failed so horribly that he had to reset?

what if we're just an experiment and if we fail horribly, it'll just repeat again? who knows.

i've never really expressed feelings for my parents and showed them the appreciation they rightfully deserve. i've realized that i love my parents and have great respect for them.
my mom, i see how hard she works to support the family. cooking, cleaning, working. shes like superwoman. i thank God that i had someone like her to take care of me and see me through the years. and i still have her and i hope she never leaves :D
my dad, this man has gone through so many things in his childhood that he shouldnt have gone through. its unlawful, immoral, plain unfair what he did. he went through so much to get to this point. and just recently it came so close for all that to go in vein. the past few weeks he's been really trying to turn his life around. i want to be there for him. to be his support and mainly to be his loving son.
i'm really blessed that i grew up into a christian family. ever since i was little i've been in the church environment. this constant environment has seriously influenced the development of my identity.

i didn't choose to be born into this family, to be born into this life of mine. i didn't choose to be born me, to grow up experiencing the things i did. no regrets however, and just trust in my God. i can't possibly fathom all that is God and i fully realize that it is impossible to understand. but knowing and experiencing love is an imprint of God in my life.

christianity isn't a religion.